Super stoked for halloween at zouk later w my babies. First time going for halloween at zouk and im wondering how it'll be like. meanwhile, rotting at home with nothing to do and im super lazy to study so im just lazing on my couch since forever. why am i sucha pig.
Why you gotta be so rude? Dont you know im human too?
lol. nice story bro, nice story. cant believe how much of a jerk you are. lol. if you're still harping on whatever happened a few months, then get over it. you dont have to sucha douchebag and say such hurtful words. whatever you say, okay asshole. lol. 

Halloween Horror Nights 4'

Went for the halloween at USS this year again, after the first time going in HHN2. I honestly wouldn't choose to go if not for some pig that wanted to go. It was pretty fun although i was pretty much targeted by most of the scare actors in the haunted houses i went to. D:

Only group photo we took that day cus we had so little time to even remb to take photos tgt. Kinda chose the wrong weekend to go, as poly starts this week and there were a batch of army boys that just POP-ed so like it was fucking packed and we had to queue like super long for almost all the haunted houses and most rides. AND initially joyce wanted to go on a friday instead but guess who has to be a burden with classes until 630pm on fridays? Yours truly. /;  Felt so guilty T.T Sorry woman. Hahaha.

 So we met up at 6+ at vivo for dinner first before heading in, at around 7ish. Went to take some rides first as most of the haunted house queues were fucking crazy. Like 2 hours plus. After that it was around 10+ so we went to grab a bite at goldilocks before heading for the haunted houses. We went for 3 haunted houses out of like 5, so its quite an accomplishment for me alr okay!!! YAY ME. We went for bogeyman, the clown shit and the lab. Nothing much to say abt the haunted houses they were just bad in general but maybe bogeyman wasn't as scary as the other two. Though i still screamed like fuck but it was pretty fun i guess. The lab was so creepy and the haunted house walkthrough felt like the longest among all three. T.T The props and scare actors inside all looked fucking creepy i cant even describe them. But i guess thats also why the queue was the longest. Seems like the scariest haunted house this year. Achievement unlocked for cheryl! ;) hahaha. After all the haunted houses it was near the closing time so we headed to the retail to shop around and alvin bought the unicorn from the minions shop for me, it looks so stupid but so cute at the same time. Thank you baby ;)  Then we took the shuttle back to vivo and took a cab back. Stayed over at his place for the night and went home the next day around late noon. Met my girls at night for casual meetup with brandons mum as well and yup, that pretty much sums up my weekend. 

Yup, some other photos that we took that day. Wanted to take photo w some other scare actors but they all looked too scary and i was too scared to even go near them, so taking a photo was almost impossible. Which is why we only took one picture with this not scary witch looking lady. 

Featuring my newest addition to my bed, Pipi. He is adorable. Hahaha. 

"We light our souls like fire, and burn together.

  And if we fall, we know, we fall together.

Feel your heartbeat rising, even higher.

         Oh if anything's meant to last, then we're forever. "   

   

New start, ;)

Its been so long since i last blogged. Like since 2012. I guess i just got tired of it or the trend just got away hahaha. I missed blogging. A place where i can vent my feelings, emotions or even happiness without the need to attend to any others reactions, or even attitude towards it. Hence, im here, with a brand new blog to note down my daily events occasionally.
So so much have changed ever since my poly journey ended. I have so many feelings i want to express and things i've learnt through all that has happened. Ever since i had my gold coast trip with my clique, i realised that i had finally braced myself enough to let go of smth that wasnt working out for half a year. My relationship with you was good while it lasted, until the last probably, 6 months w you. I saw everything coming. I guess thats where i started losing my feelings for you as well as a result of how i protected myself from hurt i built up a wall. I realised everything only during my trip as i found myself feeling so much more carefree and happy without you, not thinking abt you, and not having to feel insecure almost 24/7 wondering if you're with her. I didnt even miss you at all during my trip and thats when i realised, my love for you has alr faded. I only genuinely felt happy, when i was there. Before, all i was holding on for, was hoping for smth that wouldnt work out eventually cause i already saw you, falling for someone else. Which brings me to this point, where i decided we should end things and im glad we did. Being friends is not that bad of an option afterall.

Went to my first ever 'real' club experience then after, and thats where all my fun came ;) hahaha. I was having my holidays from graduation and waiting on uni so i had the best holiday in my life. It all started on the 16th of April, Rachel's birthday, where i started to like going clubbing. hahaha. Clubbed very very frequently during my holidays. :P. Dont scold me ah, i know you're gonna read this. HAHAHA. Thats where i met you, ;)

School started on the 13th August. Hate school. Didnt expect it to be this confusing, especially econs, megaaaaaaa hatred for this module. Hahaha. BUT i will not give up. Anyhow, that pretty much sums up all that has happened recently, expect one thing though. I met someone that completely changed my views on being in love. I met someone that never gave up on me when i pushed him away constantly to protect myself behind my wall, only to find you trying to break them down even more. I dont know how, but you did it. After 5 months. I honestly havent met someone like you before cus my past relationships are basically bad, and i have always been replaced and lied to. I have serious trust issues, do you think you can deal w all of them my dear? I have alot of flaws too ): Thank you for being so patient when you teach me stuff, thank you accepting my ugly face without make up and thank you for loving who i really am on the inside. Thank you for putting so much effort to ask me to be your girlfriend. Im really blessed to meet someone like you in my life.

Im still afraid of it all being too good. What ifs. I dont know if you'll be able to handle my flaws after you discover all of them but i still am thankful to know you. So afraid that all this are gonna change. Cause it always seems to. When you're too happy, its like god sends someone to fuck it all up. But either way, i'll try my best to let it all down and trust you alright. Cause i love you. And for who you are. Nothing can say how thankful i am for you. Thank you for everything you've done to show me your sincerity dear. I appreciate it so so much.

            

 I love you, annoying tan. ;)