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Time flies! 
Totally forgot to update my blog and im gonna do a quick update! Baby's 24th birthday passed by just recently. We celebrated at Shabusai at clarke quay central and bae was surprised all his friends were there. I invited them along to give him a pleasant surprise! Went to brewerks for a chill and drinking sesh w his friends before we all headed home. The oktoberfest beer was pretty good!! :D Bought baby a dress watch cos i remb he told him his only dress watch he gave to his bro and his only left w his gshock. hahaha. 

Group photo for the night!

On saturday of babys birthday week, we went for round 2 of his birthday celebration! Brought baby to Carousell at royal on scotts hotel for their international buffet dinner. The spread there is really good~ And we both loveeeed the alaska king crabs and lobsters, and not forgetting the lovely desserts and surprise by the carousell team members for the birthday cake celebration! We left with our tummies being alil too overloaded. hahaha. Nevertheless, i hope you had a good 24th birthday, love. I love you ;) 

Fast forward.... SCHOOL HAS STARTED T.T i cant believe my 5 months of holidays just ended like that?!?!?!?! it didnt even feel that long. Hahaha. Well.. Its the fifth week into school tmr.. and i already hate this mod im taking this year. Urgh. Hopefully im able to study enough and uds this killer module! Side note, went on a shopping spree w jasmine and hyungie yesterday to shop for adrian's birthday present and its been a long time since i met up w jasmine. Good times! 

happy boy w his chilli crab

Today, or rather, yesterday marks the 1st year of me and vin's relationship. Cant believe how times passes by so quickly. Felt just like not long ago, he just asked me to be his gf. We met for a fun bowling session last night after going out w jas and hyung, but we're gonna go for dinner next wed instead as vin has been really busy w sch and camp meetings. Oh well ;( hahaah cant wait till wednesday, tho! I still recall the exact day you asked me to be your gf, how it felt like, and how everything else was. Keppel Bay was amazeballs. This whole 365 days of us being tgt really brought us closer to another level, and i still thank god everyday that he brought you into my life, and letting me be able to love, to trust, to do all these lovey dovey things once more. you've been absolutely annoying that i just wanna kick your butt as hard as i can, but also wanna squeeze and hug and kiss your face to death. thank you for keeping me grounded, teaching me to never give up and always encouraging me and motivating me to do better. They say "the one that truly loves you will always teach and motivate you to be the best version of yourself". Thank you for sending me home from work even tho you already ended sch in the early noon and waiting for me all the way till 11pm at night just to send me home, thank you for bringing me to eat all the good food places that i'll never go to if it wasnt for you ( and we still have more to go ). Thank you for understanding my moodswings and random pms-es and being kind about it and always giving in and cheering me up. The list never ends and goes on. Ive many things to thank you about, but at the end of the day, i just want you to know that you hold a very big place in my heart, and i dont think anyone in my life has been in this position before, not even my ex-bfs or roxy, or my best friends. I hope you never break my heart bcos if you do, i will be very very broken. :'( Although you do really gross things sometimes, my love for you is the same. And you're probably the only one that gets to do it and still have my love. I love you so much love, and im looking forward to our anniversary dinner on wednesday. To many many many more birthdays and anniversaries w you, xoxo. 

For Love

Kukup'15

hey guys! here to update again. went to kukup two weeks back w bae and his friends and it was a good trip! it was a good first time experience there and its more of a relaxing trip then a trip to shop and play and all. you can sing karaoke and play MJ all day. the food there was super good! Seafood all day err day and it was free flow. We brought too much liqour that night and the drinking games we played at night was super fun! esp beer pong? idk how to spell that. hahaha. 

we bought the floating lanterns to write on, and im so happy to try it for the first time! it was super nice ;) the fireworks were really pretty as well!! had alot of fun there :D 

fast forward to last friday night! had a party sesh with the clique at AltaEgo, a new club in club street that jasmine hon's friend DJs at. gave it a go but the club is pretty bad, lol. really small and the music wasnt really good either? we headed to zouk instead after. craved for the bangers and mash outside zouk and it was super yumz. we tried a new drink grey goose and i was super drunk that night. Super rowdy when im drunk :X hahahaaha, shit. after party we headed to hyung's place for staycation and it was a super super fun night w them. <3 woke up and made breakfast tgt!! me and bae left at 2+pm in the afternoon as vin had to sew his camp stuff w some of my help :D 

been working alot this week, super tired. took a nap after work just now and just had my dinner w my parents. :) havent seen vin for 6 days, T.T i missssss youuuuuuuuu ;(  how do people even do LDR? omg. hahaha. i dont think i'll be able to handle it... for real. hahaha. maybe you guys can say im rather dramatic but whatever. if i dont miss him when i dont see him then its a problem isnt it? hahaha. its gonna be another 3 days :((((( gotta pull through! 

For you, i will. :)

^ 

1/2 way into 2015... Too damn fucking fast'

Been awhile since my last post. Time flies! We're halfway into 2015 alr and i feel like i just had my countdown to the new year just a moment ago. It has been a interesting half year for me. Learning new things and all everyday. Well... nothing much to update. Have been having my holidays and it'll be all the way to august or maybe early sept. Working at TFS have been great, colleagues are all very nice people and my bosses too! Lets hope the new exceutive chef coming in today will be nice too /: Working w emz alot recently and just last week we went to chill and drink at cq after work. Had a great time. 

We look alike right....? hahaahah. Have been getting it alot recently at work. HAHA.

Went shopping alone on sunday cos i was waiting for my parents to reach for my usual family dinner.. and i had a dilemma. I like this black dress alot but i think i have smth similar at home just that its a shorter version. Should i still get it? hahaha. i bought all the other dresses but i didnt get this one.... yet. what do you guys think? 

anyway, momma pang bought me some stuff from her trip to US w my sis. i LOVE everything she bought for me and im super thankful and grateful. Thank you momma pang. :* 

Super adorable measuring spoons for baking!!

Michael Kors small black hand/sling bag

Nike Airmax 1 Black Grey

Super in love w everything. The airmax is so much cheaper in the US compared to SG. Momma bought it at 90+ SGD when sg sells airmax all series at 100+-200+. The MK bag as well. i guess cause everything is made there its so much cheaper! 

We made a memorial gift for brandon, as his mom and dad are going to canada to visit. Hopefully brandon loves it!! ;D Alright, nothing much else to update! Have a good week ahead everyone :D

" the person that cares less will always have the power of the relationship " 

is this true? cos if it is, then it scares me real bad. happened before, and i never want it to happen again.. 

why does this even exist? it doesnt even make any sense to me. if two are in a relationship, why is it still a competition who gives more fucks and the one giving lesser fucks winning instead of the other way round? is that really what love is about...? what ever happened to caring for each other, putting their concern and happiness before yours, and making them your priority went to? you see.... this is why i've trust issues. 

i just read an article on elite-daily, saying men. in general, go for the thrill. for those they cant get, those that are out of their league. once they get it, they stop.... im not saying all men do... but why? i can never comply. 

"As soon as a woman shows a man any interest whatsoever, it usually isn’t long before our interest in her begins to dwindle." - Elite Daily

 

^ this. what????? then how does relationships... long term marriages work? at all? 

its terrifying enough to let down your guards.. and be vulnerable and let someone have the complete ability to shatter your heart. i've came across a video, talking about how relationships work. how the different stages of a relationship moves from point to point. the part where the couple no longer has the 'honeymoon' phase.. when you go to the comfortable phase.. then to the tolerance phase.. always makes me afraid mine would turn out like this. especially when your past experiences isnt exactly ideal.. and it hurt like a bitch. 

yes i agree love is about tolerating each others flaws and habits and loving them no matter.. but it always takes two hands to clap. for something to work out one cannot stop trying. if guys lose interest so quickly, then how isit possible to not stop trying? i wonder. 

just to mention.. this isnt about my relationship w vin. just thoughts i have at night and yes... i blabber them all here. so hello you reading my blogpost, if you dont like the post or find it boring then you can just exit my blog. :) 

love is tough. its confusing at times. it really is. but what comes out from it is a wonderful feeling and it gives you happiness nothing can bring you. its just unexplainable. It really comes from within a person to keep a love alive. Requires understanding, and patience. anyway.. its just blabbering of my thoughts at night, pls ignore me. 

trust has always been my problem when it comes to love.. i have a problem letting my guards down and walls down to trust someone w my heart. it takes someone to stay w me for a longggg time before it comes down. but once it does, i get attached to people too easily too much............. this is my problem. is this a good or bad thing? my fears are all building up and i always have this constant fear people that say they love me and mean alot to me in my life leaving me. i have to kick this thought away. its bad to have this insecurity. need to shake it off cheryl. really really hope i can keep up.. shake it off cheryl. sleep on it and it'll all be okay. 

Goodnight. 

i dont want to seem like a insecure and crazy bitch thats overly attached and care too much. i know its all in my head. i wonder sometimes, if im the only one that feels this way. Probably. 

Be stronger and more independent, cheryl. you can do it. ;) 

" Understanding is the greatest gift to give. " 

Always bare that in mind. 

So true. 

when you have time alone, you think about things and thoughts you dont usually bother thinking about. and also do stupid things. like stalking your bae's fb..... thinking you're not recognised anywhere..but guess what? NOOO.. 
i just did the most embarrassing thing anyone can ever do, HOMAIGOD. Life. my life especially. its like stalking someone but unknowingly that someone is right around you and saw you stalking their profiles. WHYYYYYYYYYY. fuck i feel like digging a hole and bury myself in it. lesson  of the day? do not stalk people when you're outside. *_* 

just spent a day at town w the bae to shop for stickers for my mac but sadly there were no cute adventure time ones. :( the others i bought were all superman mostly and they are damn cute. Vin met my mom today and he was superrrrrrr funny and cute when we were otw to meet my mom cause he was fucking nervous and all figidty (however you spell this shit). oh i bought a new phone cover like FINALLY after not changing it for super long. hahaha. its a super cute duck. heading for a day trip with vin tmr to jb!!! im super excited! will blog about it and snap my loots. :) 

Jialin's 21st

Had a blast during jialin's 21st birthday at nsrcc. Reached there early in the noon to help w deco and then soon everybody starting flocking in. hahaha. the buffet was really good! :) Then played drinking games at night w the people staying over. Didnt drink much becs my throat was fucking pain and i had to take my meds. Chilled on top w rachel, bae and jas. Chatted before the bae had to leave for home as he was going to kukup w his uni mates. happy birthday bby again! :D

Girls night out! Finally had the time for a girls night out w my bbgs and it was a great night. after we checked out from jialin's chalet, we headed home to prepare and headed out for shopping as rachel wanted to find dr.martens. Then we headed to fiv for a drink. We all told each other our dirty little secrets that we've kept for a long time and it felt so good to have this 3 girls to back me everytime. ;) went to fclub for a girls party sesh and it felt so surreal partying after so long! weirdo of the night definitely let all of us have a good laugh! hahahaha. bought new shorts from topshop!! It friggin caused a bomb but mama pang said i could get it since i havent shopped for a long time due to my exams. :D thank you mama pang. 

met up w cherie today finally after superrrrrrr long. had lunch tgt and caught up over starbucks and cakes. hahaha. still the same cherie as before. hahahaah. had a good laugh. went home in the evening and had dinner w the parents. :D 

feels super surreal that i actually told mama pang about vin. like its legit. im super glad mama pang was accepting and she even asked many things about vin rather than just telling me no. happy cheryl is happy :D 

Babies Graduation'

Attended Jasmine's graduation on wednesday. Shouted for her so loud when she got on stage and i forgot taking photo of her taking her diploma from her course manager. HAHAHA. fail. But nevertheless, congratulations on your graduation honey!! Then met up with hyungie and the rest. Hyung graduated as well! Congratulations to you too hyungieeee. Had dinner w babies at golden mile for yummy thai food! Always a great time with this bunch! Cant wait to meet you guys tmr for brunch as well!! :D 

Short update! Gonna bake now... if im not lazy hahaha. Also, the people at my workplace are all really friendly and its been great so far to work w them!! :)